PAIN, please go away
12:55 AM
I am afraid that this moment will come. When we have to bid goodbye, when we have to treat each other like strangers, when we have to be forget each other. It feels like yesterday when all those promises were made. Those words from yours are still fresh in my mind. I don't know how to keep up right now. Maybe I'll be able to move without you or maybe not. Everything I do makes me think of you. The reason why I am competing in this world is because of you. Then suddenly, you'll be out of my world again for a while. I don't even know when will you be back. I don't even assure to myself that you will be back. I'm just hoping you will.
I'm coping with things now, if you know. It's hard for me, you know that. Every time I walk in the street, I even think that you're just around me. I don't know where you are right now, what you're doing, and I don't even know if you're still thinking about me. I don't know if those words are like an empty shell. I don't know if you're being true to me.
I'll pray to God that you'll be alright, that you'll be happy with what you're doing now, that you'll find you way back to me. (O.A ko)
That last kiss we have, that last stare we made, that last touch we did, that was the most painful thought I can ever think of right now.
Do you still want to come back? Do you still plan to fulfill those promises?
I sleep so late at night, I ate meals when I want to, I do things when I'm in mood, I smile to wash away the pain, I live because I'm still hoping you will come back.
I need you now. :(
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*hugs*hugs* sometimes letting go is the hardest way to say "i love you."
ReplyDeleteI know it's a cliche but it does get better in time.
ReplyDeleteWounded heart heals at it's own time. Hang in there sissy. I've been in that situation too. I cried for weeks. Kept running back at him, hangang sa naliwanagan ako. Who needs a man who doesn't need you? That's what they told me. I waited for the right man. Darating din sau yan :)
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Sa umpisa lang yan. Just move on and forget it. I know its hard to do but I know you will be alright.
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Hope you will feel better soon. Breaking up is really very painful. However it's time to move on now.
ReplyDeleteBeing in pain is the most difficult thing that one has to face. It's not very easy, I know especially if you really love the person. It's hard to let go. It takes time and only time can heal the wound. Have faith. Things will get better in time. :)
ReplyDeletethis is a sad post. hope you feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteI'm sure things will be better for you Sis. In time, the pain will lessen until it becomes part of the past. Just busy yourself and be with people all the time :)
ReplyDeleteTime heals all wounds they say...(I'm singing but its best that I sing through writing, lol!) Good luck Sis! I hope your pain will be washed away sooner, just keep your doors and window open :)
ReplyDeleteMy unsolicited advice is to move on. Take the past as a learning experience. You are young, you will have lots of people to meet. Why not make a hobby to busy yourself and your mind to stop reminiscing the past.
ReplyDeleteIt's hard talaga when you break up with someone. I had only one breakup and it hurt so bad I prayed to the Lord to help me find someone coz I said my heart can't endure another breakup. I know, so dramatic no especially looking back now - he's so not worth the tears. haha! In the end it was all for the better coz I met my hubby after. Don't worry sis, it will get better I promise. :)
ReplyDeleteStay strong. Letting go is NEVER easy. We just have to trust our creator. He knows us best. He knows what we really need, and when we need them. Have faith. After all, pain's inevitable. It levels up our character. In time, sis, in time.
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