When I'm in love,
I think of the beautiful things in life
I have the energy to do a lot of things
I can think properly
I always daydream about the man I fell in love with
I can sleep with a peaceful mind
I wake on the right side of the bed
I smile a lot
I can write poems and doodle anywhere
I hug my teddy bears at night
I think happy thoughts
I wear the best clothes that I have
I talk good things
I do anything that I want
I strive for my dreams
I accomplish my tasks
I can do anything because of LOVE. :)
I am in love and will always be in love. :)
I think of the beautiful things in life
I have the energy to do a lot of things
I can think properly
I always daydream about the man I fell in love with
I can sleep with a peaceful mind
I wake on the right side of the bed
I smile a lot
I can write poems and doodle anywhere
I hug my teddy bears at night
I think happy thoughts
I wear the best clothes that I have
I talk good things
I do anything that I want
I strive for my dreams
I accomplish my tasks
I can do anything because of LOVE. :)
I am in love and will always be in love. :)
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How bad this love is just one-sided.
:( How to get over with just.
I'm fvcking hurt.
I don't even know what to do. :(
If I will fall again to this thing,
I'm gonna use my mind over my heart.
Better be wise next time.
:( How to get over with just.
I'm fvcking hurt.
I don't even know what to do. :(
If I will fall again to this thing,
I'm gonna use my mind over my heart.
Better be wise next time.
I’ll stay in love when the lights go out.
I’ll stay in love when the sun goes down.
I’ll stay in love when the skies are gray.
I’ll stay in love, with you.
I’ll stay in love when the music stops.
I’ll stay in love when the sound cuts off.
I’ll stay in love when the silence stays.
I’ll stay in love, with you.
I’ll stay in love when I’m growing old.
I’ll stay in love when my mind wont know.
I’ll stay in love when I miss “those days.”
I’ll stay in love, with you.
I’ll stay in love when we fall apart.
I’ll stay in love when it gets too hard.
I’ll stay in love when you slowly say.
I’m not in love, with you.
But I’ll still tell you anyway.
I’ll stay in love, with you.
That moment when you feel like you're almost losing him, then all of a suddenly when you think you're gonna let him go, your tears fall slowly and then you realize you don't want to give up. :)
This day is a busy and a tiring one for me. After a few weeks of finding company to have my OJT, I finally found one! :) Hurray for me! I wasted a lot of money just because of this OJT. I didn't even bother to inquire the company which is nearer to my school. I will be having my OJT at Social Security System. Yeah, I doesn't sound like a BOOM because it is a government agency and I won't be doing much IT related stuffs. Still, I'm glad that I won't waste too much money because of the distance from my school to my work to my house. I can also save money (at last!). And because it is a government agency, it wouldn't be hard for me to apply for summer jobs because I'm hoping they would endorse me. :) Tomorrow I'll be starting my duty from 1pm-5pm everyday. Too bad I can't eat my lunch during TTH because I still have classes until 1pm. Wish me luck!
Anyway, I want to share something that really caught my heart. I forgot where I get this because I just save it to my email directly. Open you heart and fill your mind with these words, especially to men. :) Hope you like it.
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.”
― Bob Marley
The 1st week of school is SO busy. I'm feeling pressure right now. Sembreak is really over and I need to concentrate more to my studies especially that I have my OJT right now, also we will be implementing the system that we will be making in our school.
Because I feel like IN LOVE right now, I will end this post with this photo. :)
Enjoy your day everyone. :D
BF: Away na lang tayo ng away.
GF: Oo nga eh.
BF: Hindi ka ba nagsasawa?
GF: Nagsasawa
.BF: Wala na yatang punto ito.
GF: Oo nga eh.
BF: Hindi ka ba nagsasawa?
GF: Nagsasawa
.BF: Wala na yatang punto ito.
GF: ...
BF: Tigilan na natin 'to.
GF: Suko ka na?
BF: Hindi. Ayoko lang mahirapan ka.
GF: Siguro nga, nahihirapan ako. Siguro nga, nagsasawa ako sa mga away. Siguro nga, pagod na ako. Lagi na lang ganito.
BF: Kaya nga iwan mo na ako. Bakit nga ba hindi mo pa ako iniwan nung una pa lang, eh napagod ka na pala.
GF: Simple lang. Kasi mahal kita. Handa akong ipaglaban ang kung anong meron tayo. Wag ka lang mawala sa akin. Ano lang ang mga 'away' na yan kumpara sa mga masasayang araw na meron tayo.
BF: Tigilan na natin 'to.
GF: Suko ka na?
BF: Hindi. Ayoko lang mahirapan ka.
GF: Siguro nga, nahihirapan ako. Siguro nga, nagsasawa ako sa mga away. Siguro nga, pagod na ako. Lagi na lang ganito.
BF: Kaya nga iwan mo na ako. Bakit nga ba hindi mo pa ako iniwan nung una pa lang, eh napagod ka na pala.
GF: Simple lang. Kasi mahal kita. Handa akong ipaglaban ang kung anong meron tayo. Wag ka lang mawala sa akin. Ano lang ang mga 'away' na yan kumpara sa mga masasayang araw na meron tayo.
I got this from facebook. I found this story cute because I can relate to it. And it feels like US. :)
Well, in a relationship, we can't avoid to have fights and misunderstandings. And we have a lot of it.
Though we fight a lot, we still hold on to each other because of that
CRAZY LITTLE THING called "LOVE". :)
Yikes!
Have a happy day! Stay in LOVE always. :D
my fave stuffs :)
I just want to share this to you.
These stuffs are the things that I hug when I feel sad,
I talk to when I have no one
and I kiss when I'm feeling SO in love. :)
someone special gave this to me.
and i treasure it so much.
he choose to name the pink one PRINCESS
so i name the flesh one PRINCE. :D
and i treasure it so much.
he choose to name the pink one PRINCESS
so i name the flesh one PRINCE. :D
I am a coward type of person. I can't say directly what's on my mind. Because of that, I sent a letter him via e-mail. Unfortunately, his work is not land-based so he had less time for this. We usually communicate through cellphone but never online. I wanted him to read the letter, but I don't have the enough courage to show it to him. Sometimes, when I want to tell him something I just text it to him. I'm afraid in the end I will be hurt. We don't usually see each other. We don't usually text nor call. I usually think of him. I don't about him. I'm afraid to get hurt of this thing again. But, I believe that this thing we have is true. I don't care what other people will say. I don't mind other people's ideas. What I care about is him to me and me to him. I wanted him to know what I feel, what I think about, what I want in my life. Yet, I'm such a coward to let him know it.
I don't know what to do.
(a continuation of my previous post)
A message I've sent to him months ago, up until now he's still unable to read it.
You’ve always been the first to make me smile. I guess it’s my turn now. When I first talked to you I didn’t know it would turn out into something so big and so special. I fell for you so hard and too fast, that I didn’t know what else I was supposed to do. I realized I wanted to talk to you every second of everyday. I wanted you to be one of the most important part of my life. I wanted to be the reason you smile. I wanted you to be happy. I wanted to make you feel like you’re the luckiest guy of them all. It’s like you’re a drug, and I’m quite addicted to you. I hope you know that even though it’s hard for me to say my feelings out loud sometimes, it’s there. It’s Strong. Sometimes I even feel like I’m drowning with it. I met someone so amazing, and sweet, and dependable, and I could go on listing every single aspect I like about you. But it still wouldn’t be enough. I’ll be here for you even if I know it’s hard, and there’s a lot of obstacles waiting for us. I choose you out of every single guy out there who claimed they would make me happy because I felt IT with you. I wanted you. I yearned for your affection. You were someone whom I can truly say “he gives me butterflies”. Hearing him tell me he likes me or probably even loves me makes my heart skip a beat, and I never felt that with anyone. You made me want to fight for something special. Us. And I will always be here for you through the good times and even more during the bad. Remember that. ♥
I just hope you'll be able to read this. I hope you know what's in my heart, how I'm feeling right now, how sad I am, how I miss you every single minute, how I would want to hold your arms. :(
*SIGH
I got a lot of things
I have to do..
All these distractions
Our futures coming soon
We're Being pulled a hundred different directions
But whatever happens I know I've got you
Your on my mind your in my heart
It doesn't matter where we are
It'll be alright
Even if we're miles apart
All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you
There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart..
You know its true
I just wanna be with you
(Be with you)
You know how life can be
It changes over night
Its sunny but raining, but its alright
A friend like you..
Always makes it easy
I know that your kidding me every time.
Through every up through every down
You know I'll always be around
Through everything you can count on me..
All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you
There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart..
You know its true
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you...
I have to do..
All these distractions
Our futures coming soon
We're Being pulled a hundred different directions
But whatever happens I know I've got you
Your on my mind your in my heart
It doesn't matter where we are
It'll be alright
Even if we're miles apart
All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you
There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart..
You know its true
I just wanna be with you
(Be with you)
You know how life can be
It changes over night
Its sunny but raining, but its alright
A friend like you..
Always makes it easy
I know that your kidding me every time.
Through every up through every down
You know I'll always be around
Through everything you can count on me..
All I wanna do, Is be with you be with you
There's nothing we can do Just wanna be with you
Only you
No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart..
You know its true
I just wanna be with you
I just wanna be with you...
♥ ♥ ♥ Happy THREE to us! ♥ ♥ ♥
I am afraid that this moment will come. When we have to bid goodbye, when we have to treat each other like strangers, when we have to be forget each other. It feels like yesterday when all those promises were made. Those words from yours are still fresh in my mind. I don't know how to keep up right now. Maybe I'll be able to move without you or maybe not. Everything I do makes me think of you. The reason why I am competing in this world is because of you. Then suddenly, you'll be out of my world again for a while. I don't even know when will you be back. I don't even assure to myself that you will be back. I'm just hoping you will.
I'm coping with things now, if you know. It's hard for me, you know that. Every time I walk in the street, I even think that you're just around me. I don't know where you are right now, what you're doing, and I don't even know if you're still thinking about me. I don't know if those words are like an empty shell. I don't know if you're being true to me.
I'll pray to God that you'll be alright, that you'll be happy with what you're doing now, that you'll find you way back to me. (O.A ko)
That last kiss we have, that last stare we made, that last touch we did, that was the most painful thought I can ever think of right now.
Do you still want to come back? Do you still plan to fulfill those promises?
I sleep so late at night, I ate meals when I want to, I do things when I'm in mood, I smile to wash away the pain, I live because I'm still hoping you will come back.
I need you now. :(
