My only wish is to be happy.
Here I am again. I'm feeling tired.
Feeling tired even though I didn't do anything.
This is another worst scenario in my life.
You're wasting your money.
You enjoy listening to their conversations.
You think bitterly because they have things which you don't have.
You're jealous because you think they are blessed than you.
Here I am again. I don't even know what I am doing.
Here I am again. I don't even know what I am doing.
I am in front of my laptop. Just typing anything that comes out of my mind.
Just thinking random thin
gs in life. How's my life, you may ask.
I'm missing my life. Yeah. I am.
I'm calling. But no one answered.
I'm hopeless for good things to happen.
I hopeless for great things to come.
I'm feeling hopeless.
So hopeless.
Where's my luck? I wasn't able to taste the success of my luck.
When God showered good thing, I wasn't there to catch it. Maybe, that's the reason. Just maybe.
Good things will come. But not to me.
It's hard when tears are starting to fall in your eyes.
It's hard when you want to cry but you smile instead.
It's hard when you want to tell someone what you're feeling but no one is there to hear you.
It's hard when all you want is him but unreachable.
It's hard but I'm doing my best to be alright.
It's hard when you want to cry but you smile instead.
It's hard when you want to tell someone what you're feeling but no one is there to hear you.
It's hard when all you want is him but unreachable.
It's hard but I'm doing my best to be alright.
How bad this love is just one-sided.
:( How to get over with just.
I'm fvcking hurt.
I don't even know what to do. :(
If I will fall again to this thing,
I'm gonna use my mind over my heart.
Better be wise next time.
:( How to get over with just.
I'm fvcking hurt.
I don't even know what to do. :(
If I will fall again to this thing,
I'm gonna use my mind over my heart.
Better be wise next time.
When I was a kid, I was not blessed with bountiful toys. I never did have a childhood. I have never tried playing outside with other children nor with some friends.
Watching Toy Story 3, made my eyes cry a bucket of tears. I know I'm foolish crying over a cartoon movie. I am a cry-baby. Watching the movie at first was a natural cartoon movie for me. A bit childish and everything. But, when I concentrate watching the last part, it really made my eyes teary. I was forcing not to cry because some of our neighborhood kids was watching with us, but I can't help it.
I was thinking, those toys were with Andy for a long time. Those toys made his childhood days. Good for him he have those toys. I know toys were just things. But, still they are part of your life. I am a senti person. I hold back to things. I keep unimportant gifts. I have lots of stuffs in my drawer and I don't want to throw them away. It is true that GOODBYE is painful. Yes, I felt it while watching the movie. I may not be Andy, but I feel that little pain you might be feeling when you have to give up for things for some other reasons.
Lesson Learned: Things come and go into your life. You just have to accept that they are not meant to stay there always, like there is always or forever. They made your life. They are a part of it. So, learn to MOVE ON. MOVE FORWARD. :))
This is what I'm feeling right now. :(
I am afraid that this moment will come. When we have to bid goodbye, when we have to treat each other like strangers, when we have to be forget each other. It feels like yesterday when all those promises were made. Those words from yours are still fresh in my mind. I don't know how to keep up right now. Maybe I'll be able to move without you or maybe not. Everything I do makes me think of you. The reason why I am competing in this world is because of you. Then suddenly, you'll be out of my world again for a while. I don't even know when will you be back. I don't even assure to myself that you will be back. I'm just hoping you will.
I'm coping with things now, if you know. It's hard for me, you know that. Every time I walk in the street, I even think that you're just around me. I don't know where you are right now, what you're doing, and I don't even know if you're still thinking about me. I don't know if those words are like an empty shell. I don't know if you're being true to me.
I'll pray to God that you'll be alright, that you'll be happy with what you're doing now, that you'll find you way back to me. (O.A ko)
That last kiss we have, that last stare we made, that last touch we did, that was the most painful thought I can ever think of right now.
Do you still want to come back? Do you still plan to fulfill those promises?
I sleep so late at night, I ate meals when I want to, I do things when I'm in mood, I smile to wash away the pain, I live because I'm still hoping you will come back.
I need you now. :(
What I need right now is
someone who understands what I feel,
someone who know how I feel,
someone who comforts me when I want to cry,
someone whom I can talk to,
someone I can share my feelings with,
someone whom I can embrace at this moment,
someone who will call me at this hour,
someone who will be there when I'm in need.
What I really need now is YOU.
someone who understands what I feel,
someone who know how I feel,
someone who comforts me when I want to cry,
someone whom I can talk to,
someone I can share my feelings with,
someone whom I can embrace at this moment,
someone who will call me at this hour,
someone who will be there when I'm in need.
What I really need now is YOU.
I wont give up on you, on us.
Even if I'm hurting right now.
I still believe we can make it through.
I'm still here always waiting for you.
Minahal kita. Binigay ko sa’yo lahat. Kulang pa ba?
Iniwan mo ako. Sinabi ko sayo “KAYLANGAN KITA!”
Sagot mo naman ”I need someone too. But I’m sorry it’s not you.”
Alam mo ba gaano ako nasaktan sa pangyayaring iyon?
Para akong natabunan ng buong mundo.
Nakaraan ang ilang buwan, ika’y bumalik.
Inaasahang tatanggapin kita ulit.
Pero sabi ko, “I need someone too. But I’m sorry it’s not already you.”
:(
| Boy: | I miss you. |
| Girl: | And so? |
| Boy: | I really did. |
| Girl: | K. |
| Boy: | I'm sorry. |
| Girl: | What for? |
| Boy: | For ignoring your efforts to communicate with me. |
| Girl: | Its OK. I got used to it, then I got tired, so I stopped trying and started forgetting. |
| Boy: | I.. |
| Boy: | I...tried to forget about you, you see. |
| Girl: | .... |
| Boy: | Cause it tore me apart that we can never be... |
| Girl: | its OK. |
| Boy: | Why is it so OK? |
| Girl: | I got used to days hoping you'd be back, but then you never did. I started facing reality, and started to get a move on. |
| Boy: | Wait...am I too late? |
| Girl: | Too late for what? |
| Boy: | To court you? |
| Girl: | You know, I've always wanted to hear that from you. Back then, a year ago. But...I got used to only wishing for it..then realized it would never happen, so I stopped hoping. |
| Boy: | I'm really sorry, but dont worry, this time, I will make your wishes come true. |
| Girl: | Its my turn to say sorry. Time got into me. You've broken my heart already. I cant risk experiencing that again. :/ Thank you anyway. For communicating with me after a year of silence. |
