I am afraid that this moment will come. When we have to bid goodbye, when we have to treat each other like strangers, when we have to be forget each other. It feels like yesterday when all those promises were made. Those words from yours are still fresh in my mind. I don't know how to keep up right now. Maybe I'll be able to move without you or maybe not. Everything I do makes me think of you. The reason why I am competing in this world is because of you. Then suddenly, you'll be out of my world again for a while. I don't even know when will you be back. I don't even assure to myself that you will be back. I'm just hoping you will.
I'm coping with things now, if you know. It's hard for me, you know that. Every time I walk in the street, I even think that you're just around me. I don't know where you are right now, what you're doing, and I don't even know if you're still thinking about me. I don't know if those words are like an empty shell. I don't know if you're being true to me.
I'll pray to God that you'll be alright, that you'll be happy with what you're doing now, that you'll find you way back to me. (O.A ko)
That last kiss we have, that last stare we made, that last touch we did, that was the most painful thought I can ever think of right now.
Do you still want to come back? Do you still plan to fulfill those promises?
I sleep so late at night, I ate meals when I want to, I do things when I'm in mood, I smile to wash away the pain, I live because I'm still hoping you will come back.
I need you now. :(
