KHIMSICAL JOURNEY

2012

Daily Reflection: Enjoy Life :D

9:38 PM

This is the second week of SEMBREAK and I'm loving it. Though I can't get allowances, still I can have much fun.

Right now, I'm enjoying the things I have now. I don't mind if I will be SO tired and can get too much of those EYEBAGS. I had fun playing games all night, watching movies with my family, visiting our closest family friend kilometers away from home and other stuff. I'm enjoying THESE given days of fun before school starts. Next semester will be more pressure sem. Why? Because I still have to study another language (I.T related term for programming) to be used in out system and my OJT. :D

But this time, I'm gonna forgot those school stuffs and enjoy more of my remaining SEMESTRAL BREAK. No need to worry about stress, I have more of that when I'll be dead. :)

ENJOY MORE OF YOUR DAYS.

ADVANCE HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :D

FRiENDS

REALiZATiONS 02

9:25 PM

Not all friends are true. Some stick up for you so that they can get something from you. Some even betray and talk behind your back.

I have a lot of friends. I even call others as a family. But lately, I realized that I choose the wrong set of friends. I was hurt by what they did. I treated them nicely. I gave them my love, care and concern. But, they turned out to be the best enemies I can ever get. I trust people so easily, that's why I get hurt all the time.

To those friends, I'm sorry to say but I have to leave all the memories we have. Those two years were long. But, I'm gonna end this friendship and never again look back to those times you made me so blind.

DAiLY REFLECTiON

Daily Reflection: Live Life

8:09 AM

source: http://imo-kemo.tumblr.com/post/26547316388

I'm 19 years old already and I have done something stupid and crazy in my life. Yes, I mean crazy and stupid. I haven't regret any of those stupid things I've done. I'm happy with it. And I'll keep doing it. At least, for this life I have, I am happy and contented with any things I do. I may breaks rules and always keep out of my box, but still I am happy than ever.

BAKii

A letter [part 2]

10:36 PM

I am a coward type of person. I can't say directly what's on my mind. Because of that, I sent a letter him via e-mail. Unfortunately, his work is not land-based so he had less time for this. We usually communicate through cellphone but never online. I wanted him to read the letter, but I don't have the enough courage to show it to him. Sometimes, when I want to tell him something I just text it to him. I'm afraid in the end I will be hurt. We don't usually see each other. We don't usually text nor call. I usually think of him. I don't about him. I'm afraid to get hurt of this thing again. But, I believe that this thing we have is true. I don't care what other people will say. I don't mind other people's ideas. What I care about is him to me and me to him. I wanted him to know what I feel, what I think about, what I want in my life. Yet, I'm such a coward to let him know it.

I don't know what to do.

(a continuation of my previous post)

BAKii

A letter

10:52 PM

A message I've sent to him months ago, up until now he's still unable to read it.

You’ve always been the first to make me smile. I guess it’s my turn now. When I first talked to you I didn’t know it would turn out into something so big and so special. I fell for you so hard and too fast, that I didn’t know what else I was supposed to do. I realized I wanted to talk to you every second of everyday. I wanted you to be one of the most important part of my life. I wanted to be the reason you smile. I wanted you to be happy. I wanted to make you feel like you’re the luckiest guy of them all. It’s like you’re a drug, and I’m quite addicted to you. I hope you know that even though it’s hard for me to say my feelings out loud sometimes, it’s there. It’s Strong. Sometimes I even feel like I’m drowning with it. I met someone so amazing, and sweet, and dependable, and I could go on listing every single aspect I like about you. But it still wouldn’t be enough. I’ll be here for you even if I know it’s hard, and there’s a lot of obstacles waiting for us. I choose you out of every single guy out there who claimed they would make me happy because I felt IT with you. I wanted you. I yearned for your affection. You were someone whom I can truly say “he gives me butterflies”. Hearing him tell me he likes me or probably even loves me makes my heart skip a beat, and I never felt that with anyone. You made me want to fight for something special. Us. And I will always be here for you through the good times and even more during the bad. Remember that. ♥

I just hope you'll be able to read this. I hope you know what's in my heart, how I'm feeling right now, how sad I am, how I miss you every single minute, how I would want to hold your arms. :(

*SIGH