A letter

10:52 PM

A message I've sent to him months ago, up until now he's still unable to read it.

You’ve always been the first to make me smile. I guess it’s my turn now. When I first talked to you I didn’t know it would turn out into something so big and so special. I fell for you so hard and too fast, that I didn’t know what else I was supposed to do. I realized I wanted to talk to you every second of everyday. I wanted you to be one of the most important part of my life. I wanted to be the reason you smile. I wanted you to be happy. I wanted to make you feel like you’re the luckiest guy of them all. It’s like you’re a drug, and I’m quite addicted to you. I hope you know that even though it’s hard for me to say my feelings out loud sometimes, it’s there. It’s Strong. Sometimes I even feel like I’m drowning with it. I met someone so amazing, and sweet, and dependable, and I could go on listing every single aspect I like about you. But it still wouldn’t be enough. I’ll be here for you even if I know it’s hard, and there’s a lot of obstacles waiting for us. I choose you out of every single guy out there who claimed they would make me happy because I felt IT with you. I wanted you. I yearned for your affection. You were someone whom I can truly say “he gives me butterflies”. Hearing him tell me he likes me or probably even loves me makes my heart skip a beat, and I never felt that with anyone. You made me want to fight for something special. Us. And I will always be here for you through the good times and even more during the bad. Remember that. ♥

I just hope you'll be able to read this. I hope you know what's in my heart, how I'm feeling right now, how sad I am, how I miss you every single minute, how I would want to hold your arms. :(

*SIGH

Khim

A lady in her early twenties. A graduate of Bachelor of Science in Computer science. An essential IBM'er. A lover of books. A Potterhead through and through. An active player of League of Legends. An entrepreneur/businesswoman-wannabee. Believes in the saying "Hakuna Matata". Loves to collect Stitch stuffs. An avid manga reader. And a hopeless romantic Korean-telenovela fan.